❤ Your smile is my source of confidence ❤: December 2011

31 December 2011

My love ...

This kind of blog , i had wrote alot of sad , and how he treat me bad ...

Today am gonna try to write some thing abt [ MY LOVE ] ...

Even i wrote alot bad thing about him ...

But i still love him deeply ...

Why would i write this passage at now ?

Because ... am fall in love with his sleeping face ...

He sleep like a baby ...

am look at him ... and i had recalled so many memories in pass ...

I love him ... lost control ... really really love him ...

I hate , i hate you dont ever cherish MY LOVE ...

i hate , you let me down ...

i hate , you dont care my feel ...

i hate ... why dont you try to protect me as i protect you ...

but i hate the most is ... why i still here be the idiot ....

My tear drop when im typing this ...

My tear drop ... is because ... I love you ... more than i hate ...

DEAR Boy ...

29 December 2011

无聊的午后~

毕业后... 还不知道要做些什么...
每天都会有写不完的 “悠闲的午后” ...真的很闲下，

我不是故意的嘛~囧 ~

所以... 所以... 所以 ... 我才有时间不断地写，不断不断地写我的部落嘛~ （更需要担心的是写到没有东西写 >< ）

说到blog ... 会想到两件事 ...

the 1st is ............... Thank you for CASS my daughter ... thanks for your praise ... and view my bloggie reluctant to leave it ~ how sweet when i heard it ... <3

and the 2nd is ............. http://www.daphnecharice.com/ i love her blog soooooo muchhiee ~

Why ?

view it then you will knw ^^

25 December 2011

Merry christmas

Merry Christmas

what a SUCK christmas eve ...

Went out with him yesterday ...

i`m happy before that day ,

coz u are asking me "do you want to go out tomorrow".

oh , how happy when i heard it !

but , it is a suck opening !

He scold me becoz of a LRT CARD ...

After that he starting no mood ,

walk slow ... keep quite ...

1hour pass ...........................................................................................

He make me cried at the shopping mall ...

i asked ... can u just be happy abit ...

he : ..............................

why are u always unhappy when outing with me ?

he : .............................

what happen ? dont keep quite pls !

he : i dont knw what to say (shout !)

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skip .....

I beg u ...

but this is the last ...

you are always shout to me ...

scold me without any matter ...

enough ... pls ...

if u don`t gonna change this ...

you will feel lonely in your future until u die ...

i`m not a good girl ...

but i try my best to be ...

you are killing me ...

everytime u scold me ...

i feel hurt ...

i feel sad ...

and i wanna die ...

it is hard to forget all that hurt u gave ...

i spent my time for u ...

i spent my heart for u ...

pls do not tell me ...in your mind that is just better than a shit ...

Merry Christmas

SPECIAL EDITION ... JUST ON MY BLOG ... TEEEHEEE ~

23 December 2011

我就是在抄袭你们的恋爱方式，我也只是想让我们的关系，也变得很好，然后不再吵架。我努力的抄袭，我很努力的自习化妆，我很努力的工作，为了买打扮自己的东西，为了出街付得起钱，我一直都很努力，我试着想和你谈心，我试着问你意见，可是我得到完全是不一样的东西！

我羡慕，不。。。是妒忌，你说的你们不曾吵架。
我也好想这样，我好想有人和我分享他的事，
好想有人给我意见，一起讨论。
好想有着绝没有生气意思的斗嘴，
好想哭的时候你会安慰
好想你不再主动生气，
好想把关系弄好，

我不是一个努力向上的，
这个我绝对承认，
可是为了你，我努力了，
只是抄袭她，就有如买个茨场街的lv 和买个正版lv 一样
翻版lv 就算摆在商场里，他还是翻版，不会因此而变成正版。
翻版lv 卖出去，都不知道有没有人要，
但是正版的决然还可以成立二手店。

我已经尽全力了，
你可以好好的把我当女朋友看待吗？
你可以不要再伤害我了吗？

我伤害过你吗？
我对不起过你吗？
我有先发起吵架过吗？

这些我都没有，为什么你就不可以好好的对待我。

22 December 2011

当我已失去工作，你就变得冷漠

吵架 - 是一种噩梦的持续
他发脾气的理由是 - 我脾气不好，就是这样的咯，你想怎样？
原因是 - 因为一个游戏

我最讨厌就是吵架，
你是那种比女生还小气的，
你生气，一定要气到第二天，
我是那种吵架就会无法安眠，彻夜胡思乱想的人。

昨天因为一个游戏，因为一个笑话，
你发我脾气，你说，我是开不起玩笑的人，
那你呢？更是糟糕！

想了这么久，为什么你会这样对我，
结果出了两个答案，
第一你想逼死我，你希望有一天我真的真的因为伤心难过，而自杀。
第二你想逼我说分手好让你和别的女人开始发展。

你就来成功了，你逼得我想分手，更想死。
难怪你身边没有任何人支持着你，
因为支持你的人，往往都是被你捅一刀的人。
你觉得支持你守护你的人，就是你的“下属”。
为你做牛做马，做出气筒。

真的被我说中了，
只要这份工作我一不做，
你就回变回以前那样，
因为我这份工作薪水高啊，
可以帮忙你买你想买的东西啊！
你爱我？开玩笑谁会相信啊？
谁会相信一个爱发女朋友脾气，
爱让她哭泣，爱让难过，爱让她总是有着想死的念头的男人，
是深爱这个女人的。